The One I’m Not Supposed to Love

you’re the one I’m not supposed to love that thrill that chase, that never-ending race to nowhere in the middle of somewhere where hearts go to break to mend and stretch then snap back into place

Lover without a Cause

Loving you is a silent rebellion. Against all odds it prevails. Momma said you aint no good for me, daddy said I can do better friends call you a fuckboy but I defend saying you’re much more I see you and you see me Here wishing that we could be maybe someday a we but…

Lost Love

Ever tried to save someone from yourself? Creating distance and barriers. I think I was in love one time before but didn’t know it. Too afraid to show it. I thought I would always recognize love when I saw it. I knew what to look for. One day love came looking for me. In a…

I Refuse to Wear Makeup: Notes from a Bare Face Beauty

Because she’s bad and she knows it 😉 #barefacedbaddie The craze was kicked off by Alicia Keyes some may say but I was with this craze long before she went public with it. I have sworn off makeup completely for several years now. Slowly baby stepping my way down over the years from wearing full…

A Note on Humility

So there’s something you should know about me. I have some crazy, insane fears that I am working through. One of my biggest fears is losing my humility. Like for real, it’s a real thing. It’s almost a crippling fear. I cringe a little when a discussion comes up where we have to talk about…

Never Washing My Face Again — NOPE

Why Did I Chose to Experiment with Facial Products? Cause I had mad pimples and like many of you, I started googling and self researching remedies for irritated skin and pimples. Of course I came across the usual advice: Use newer, more expensive must-have facial cleanser, astringent, toner, and creams. My mom even convinced me…

The Essence Within

Closing my eyes, I am wrapped in velvet darkness that caresses me. The darkness transforms into the light of peace, calming the storms of my mind. Racing questions, instantaneous thoughts, self deprecating feelings all wash away here in this space. Like my secret retreat. Silent tears sleigh down the hill of my cheeks as I…

Supplementing My Public School Education

Becoming frustrated with life will cause you to do a total evaluation of your life. I found out several things very early in life about myself: I am horrible with money; I am controlled by my emotions meaning that I am very impulsive and reactive; and, I found it difficult to really know what I…

If I Were to Interview Kendrick Lamar

My husband is a Kendrick Lamar fan. At our place, we have pretty much committed to a homelifestyle of limited wi-fi access, no radio, and no cable. But certain artists or albums seem to find a way to penetrate my fortress. Back to the story. I found out via my husband that the new Kendrick album…

Emotion Check

Do you have issues dealing with emotions whether stemming from your own thoughts or from situations involving others? Or have you acted impulsively based on an emotion you’ve experienced? Looking back through my life, I can see so many instances of when I have let my emotions control me. Not good. At all. I know that…

Poisoned By It

Firstly, it’s totes real. There’s no activity, nor device alert, nor conversation piece that escapes the mighty power of constipation. What in life is pleasant when you’re full to the brim with weallknowwhat? That’s kinda how life can get sometimes. We fill every cavity of our body with the emotions, thoughts, and situations of everyone…